I just finished my podcast for today and I am not sure that I will post it. I am in a somewhat hostile mood right now and I think that has had an effect on the quality of the podcast. Am I self-censoring or am I using quality control?
That question is central to my decision. I just laid out a very long post last week on why I should not self-censor this site. If I am holding back the podcast for censoring reasons then I am being a hypocrite again. If on the other hand, the podcast is not up to par then I am not being a hypocrite. I am just caring about the quality of my posts. I am torn you see.
In the title I said that I was torn in more ways than one, and that is true. The reason that I am grumpy and hostile right now is that I tore something in my left knee during my workout this morning. I have always had trouble with myleft knee and this is a recurring thing. Thing is, my back is bothering me a bit also today. Can you say ouch?
A good day for me with my back is moderate pain and stiffness. I am never not in pain. Today is a bit worse than a good day. It is definately not a bad day which usually has me unable to walk. I actually do not have “bad back” days any longer as I have learned to control the pain through certain stretches and exercises. Even as it is not a bad day, a moderate pain day combined with the knee has me grumpy as all get out.
So that brings me back to the podcast. What to do? I will probably post it, just don’t be surprised if I don’t.
I can say that other than blowing out my knee, the workout was great! That is a positive to take away from the incident. I am going to have to lay off of the wheels for a bit now and concentrate on other body parts. Such is the life of a powerlifter/bodybuilder type.
Until I decide I will just say…
Be seeing you.